thank you. well i guess i am better. i don't feel like someone is punching me in the stomach so thats a plus. i got in trouble again yesterday. so i am praying that i can get through today without much trouble or any at all. i can't think of something else that i would get in trouble for...but i don't trust my memory. so i am waiting in anxiety and tension. its hard to smile. but i'll manage. its hard to think positive. but i'm trying. it's hard to not hate myself and beat myself up. but i'm hanging on to the thought that something needs to get better. it cannot get any worse. at least thats what i am hoping. so pray for me? please? i just need a break right now...i need to finally figure out why i got here, how i got here, and who i really am and want to be. i must say thanks for all the people who have stuck by me through this. you guys are the best and deserve a prize. but all you will get is my thanks. hope thats enough. love you all and couldn't do anything without all of you.
Apprehensive
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i'm not afraid to die. but i'm afraid to dry./
"Je ne suis pas d’accord avec ce que vous dites, mais je me
battrai jusqu’? la mort pour que vous ayez le droit de le dire"
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Be you own hero.
Be your own saviour.
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“Man is born free, and everywhere he is in chains.”
—Rousseau, The Social Contract
“Those who can make you believe absurdities can make you commit atrocities.”- Voltaire
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art is a lie which makes us realize the truth- picasso
and lately i've begun wondering
if you're trying to tell me something
and i've begun
(as a reaction to a feeling)
to balance
the pleasure of loneliness
against the pain
of loving you
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Photography is fusion of art and science
devperfect-circle
Portfolio [link]
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fin.
(swim swim little fishy)
Hope you have a lovely day/night.
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¤·.¸¸.·*×» Sarah Jane «×*·.¸¸.·¤
Real integrity is doing the right thing, knowing that nobody's going to know whether you did it or not.
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