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ahh school is...wonderful? i don't understand if the teachers don't want to be here. and the students don't want to be here...then why is everyone here? hmm resolutions...just to be a better person aka get my grades back up to straight A's and to be HAPPY DAMMIT. hehe so yes. i shall be making more mixed media things since they are fun and easy to make. and who dosen't like ripping up magazines and cutting up pen ink? and don't you forget using makeup on paper...


hehe well in other news. umm. nothing really i guess. no news is good news. how is everyone else doing?

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wow. that came fast. well today is Christmas Day.... i am really very excited to see my family and cousin. last night was fun (or not as bad as i thought). i am just really excited to see all the people that i want to smile with once again. it shall be just a time to relax, let down my guard, and actually smile, from the bottom of my heart. for guess what? everyone's here. everyone made it through this year. even if it was hard, even if they wanted to give up, even if my family hates each other, we are together again just because we want to be there for each other at least once. for when everyone is together, there is bound to be without a doubt more laughs and joshing then i can physically handle, and will need to excuse myself so i don't faint from lack of air. just wanted to give a shoutout here for people that i love and who help me out all the time

well yeah 3 days, restless sleep. etc. hmm so i am having fun with photoshop actions. which made me rather happy for a few hours. and chased some feelings of anger away. but back then come. geez. so! Christmas is so close...i don't even care. i don't feel any spirit or happiness. just....tired,sick and confused since my diabetes is spiraling downward. after 7 years this shouldn't come as a surprise. yet i guess this is what i tell myself nowadays. *shrug* ahh fuck it all i am done caring. haha next thing for me will be sugar induced coma. funn. oh so yes i am very sarcastic right now. hope my work dosen't suck that bad. thanks for putting up with me. so yeah signing out. will do something cherry when i feel like actually putting on a show love you all. don't even bother to comment on my pathetic excuse for attention.

Hmm so update time! Wow that was unusually cheery and awake. But I guess all the sleep deprivation if finally making me hyper in a slap happy way well for news I ripped my new stockings by using one of my nails to pull them up and then ripppp and a hole appeared like magic. Expect instead of feeling happy and surprised I felt surprised and rather annoyed. I have a lot of tests and essays due this week so I am just floating along, trying to get everything done. Well at least break is almost here… that’s good i hope i can hang with all my friends that would just be amazing. and i hope i can get a new ipod...because my zune is reaching the last legs of its life and skips, freezes and shuts down randomly. so merry almost Christmas everyone i really do hate it when people say X-mas. it annoys me so much because it sounds like you are degrading the holiday and the purpose of the holiday to me. but again, thats just me. what are everyone's plans? i don't really know what else to write here except i am kind of having an artistic block and make something, edit it 100 times and then hate it and delete it. so i am not sure when i will be uploading. another thing is that i would like to thank everyone for the 40-something faves on sleep. that was the most faves i have ever gotten and it just surprised me so yes. i have a headache and must get back to studying and praying for a girl because she is afraid her friend is going to kill her. run maura run hehe talking to her is lovely because scheming is that much fun. tata for now